It feels like I spent a lifetime here aloneSince we ended our times been moving slowI heard ‘em say it takes twice as longTo forget someone, as it does to get to knowNow I’m three days in, got three more years to go (Yeah)Remember when the first night we kicked it we talked all nightSmoking weed in my room talking about lifeWhat’s crazy I ain’t even smash the first nightI kinda feel like I met you inside a past lifeRemember, got arrested in Texas togetherOn a roadtrip to Cali, they found the weed in my sweaterYou never told me shit or to quit her, go and do betterBut I promise this time I’m gettin’ my shit togetherFront row at my first shows, went into reverse rolesPut myself first before her goalsWe supposed to be having wedding rehearsalsYou know things about me no-one on this earth knowsI knew you were the one ever since day oneShe said “You know we’re meant to be so why you play dumb?I gave you too many hints, I wish you’d take one”I’m feelin’ like Robin Williams, when dreams may comeIt feels like I spent a lifetime here alone (I spent a lifetime)Since we ended our times been moving slow (It’s been moving slow)I heard ‘em say it takes twice as longTo forget someone, as it does to get to know (You know)Now I’m twelve weeks in, two years nine months to goRemember when the first time we got back together, talked all nightI said “I’d like to do right by you, if that’s all right”On tour, missing you, texting you on a long flight
But somewhere down the road I guess I lost sightScrollin’ deep through your Gram, lookin’ at old picsI should double tap something, but that’s a bold riskF*ck I stay on your page, you’re still my top searchYou sang my hooks and you sold all of my first merchAnd your mom still texts me Merry ChristmasesAnd Happy Birthdays I’m missin’ you in the worst waysAll of the apologies fillin’ with [?]Your birthdays and anniversaries are all my worst daysHer best friend wrote a letter and then she pressed sendAfter we broke up the last time, made it all endShe said “Please for the love of God, let this sink inNo matter which way you turn, never contact her again”It feels like I spent a lifetime here alone (Leave her the fuck the alone)Since we ended our times been moving slow (Slow as fuck)I heard ‘em say it takes twice as longTo forget someone, as it does to get to know (The world stops spinnin’ when you walked out of mine)So I’m three years in and I’m not even close (I’m not even close)In my feelings, I hit youThinking I meant thatRead the text next dayWhy did I send that?I just want my best friend backI just want my best friend backIt feels like I spent a lifetime here aloneSince we ended our times been moving slowI heard ‘em say it takes twice as longTo forget someone, as it does to get to knowI just don’t think I’ll ever let it go