I got big plans, but none of them feel like mineAnd I miss days where I used to feel like me‘Cuz I’ve been trapped in all the freedomThrow my heart up at the ceilingI take another drink so I can hear the voice of reasonI got big plans, but none of them feel like mineYou know..Been fighting my demons, but they ain’t fighting fairBut I keep saying everything’s alright, I swearAll alone in a dark space, ain’t no light in thereWhat’s f**ked up is I might actually like it therePouring everything on this paper my pen is onFeel like I’m breaking in places they put the pressure onI’m the one in my circle they all depending onTo do it though, I need these drugs I’ve become dependent onSomeone tried to confront me, now we don’t get alongIn my business, they tripping on what I’m sipping onThey can’t reach the pedestal that my head is onBut, truthfully, I’ve been breaking downJust finally letting onOh, I’m in the middle of a breakdown, babyI need you, I need youOh, I’m in the middle of a storm now, babyI need you
I need you to come over, tell me this’ll be overOver soon nowOh, I’m in the middle of a breakdown, babyI need you, I need you, ICrowded space, but I feel aloneAll eyes on me, all the time, in the judgement zoneSomewhere on the road, f**ked up, but I’m missing homeNo rest for the wicked, where could I put a pillow onAnywhere, feel misunderstood, they to patronizeThey judging my ways, but won’t empathizeYou couldn’t walk in my shoes, I’m not telling liesSince 21, I’ve been running a whole enterpriseProvide for too many people, I can’t..Oh, I’m in the middle of a breakdown, babyI need you, I need youOh, I’m in the middle of a storm now, babyI need youI need you to come over, tell me this’ll be overOver soon nowOh, I’m in the middle of a breakdown, babyI need you, I need you, II got big plans, but none of them feel like mineAnd I miss days where I used to feel like me