Met you on a Saturday, knew it was somethin’ soon as you spoke itEye f**kin’ across the table, don’t think anybody noticedYou asked me if I was comin’ the city you fromMaybe we should kick it, I was interested, that would be dumbIf I denied long legs, good ears, great tasteSmell good, sense of humor, obvious a good faceAnd we clicked, we was at each other’s hipsI ain’t even wanna f**k ’cause your presence was enoughYou and I make sense, you stay back at my tele’We was chattin’ ’til mornin’, the vibrations was heavyI wasn’t drownin’ or yawnin’, that’s when I told you my feelingsYou told me you felt the same but you got homie you dealin’ withDamn, I didn’t know, that’s a bit unexpectedBut I get it, it’s whatever, least I could do is respect itWe still gon’ kick it and check-in like nothin’ could ever stop itThe problem is he my friend, but if I’m honest, I’m really hopin’ you drop himIt’s morals I really have, it’s lines I could never crossBut you got somethin’ that make all them good intentions get lostI try to keep it together, never felt this wayWe spent ’bout two weeks together, only skipped one dayAnd they say, “Bros over hoes,” I’m like, “Mm, nah, hey”I would rather hold your hand and have a cool handshakeBut whatever, we still could be friends, it could still be champsI’ma play it cool, we got somethin’, we cannot pretend, uh, uhIt’s, it’s like starting a raceAnd then when you take off, they like, “No, no, it’s not a end,” huhIt was too late and shitFaceTimin’, that ain’t ’bout nothin’, you laughin’, packin’ your luggageIt’s nothin’ incriminatin’ but please delete our discussionsYou hit me with that look and replied like, “Duh, bi**h”Don’t want your man to think that we creepin’ behind his backCrossed the line, crossed the line, crossed the—, nah, we never did thatThough I haven’t seen him in months, shit, it’s rare he never hit backAnyway, convince him to bring you to me so we could kick itRight in front of his lenses, nothing here is maliciousYou sat by me in that movie, we went outside for them doobiesWe walkin’ off when we talk, man, that ni**a not f**kin’ stupidHe see it, he know it’s somethin’ we frontin’ like, “Ha-ha-ha”Whenever we “Ha-ha-ha,” we suddenly press his buttonsNot on purpose, but, man, I found my purposeIf I f**k our friendship up for you, I think it’s worth itBut, nah, I can’t do that, that ni**a don’t deserve itAnd plus y’all got depth, I’m just the ni**a on the surface, for realSurfaceI said surface, like, ’cause they got rootsLike, I’m the new ni**aBut you know, they be f**kin’, hahaYuh, yuhDidn’t see you a couple weeks, think he want you away from meKnow y’all argue ’bout if you mad, you met him before you met meI feel guilty but not as much as I shouldI tried to have that self-control but not as much as I couldI been down for days, you in my city and I can’t see your faceI can’t eat knowin’ you with him and not at my placeI never been jealous of another manEspecially when I have everything I want at handExcept you, youYou know, I got every damn car, multiple cribsBut it’s like, “No, I want that,” hahaHe left for some days, I cleared out my sched’, I cleared out my headYou dropped off at mine, I say that we fled, “No, you pick a place”Week in Tulum, a week in Capri, or die right hereAs long as you with me, I’ll be at peace, huhYou was supposed to go back home then see your bestieI told you I can’t hit that zone, too busy next weekYou was like, “Hmm, I’ll stay a week, she’ll get over that”Seven days with me, your ni**a like, “Where the f**k you at?”Dirtyin’ my bakin’ pot, tennis at my mama’s spotChauffered in the Rolls, the back entrance for them restaurantsParts playin’ chess games, givin’ wigs pet namesManicures, night swims, Gerard providin’ methaneShoppin’ til we droppin’, what you coppin’?See, the price is not a optionIt’s investments ’cause your smile is the profit to meI know around him, you gotta act like you not into meI know your answer but you gotta keep it honest with meSaid you can’t fully be into me ’cause you with himThen why the f**k when we link it’s like he doesn’t exist?And y’all know that we friends but we both aware that it’s more
Everything I got, if you say the word, then it’s yoursThe only thing I’m missin’ in life, I know you could be itAnd everyone around me that care ’bout me could see itI could f**k a trillion bi**hes every country I done been inMen or women, it don’t matter, if I seen ’em, then I had ’emBut with you, it’s a feeling ’cause we twinnin’ and we matchin’You stayed in the car when I went on date with that actressWhole time I’m eatin’, I couldn’t wait to get backIn the back of the car with you and talk about who we areYou told me when you with me, it’s like heroinTold me that your confidence went up since we befriended, andTold me that you didn’t wanna hurt him while we doin’ thisTold me this a awkward situation and you just wanna be through with itTold me every time you not with him, it started problems, andTold me every time you not with me, you always ponderWhat type of sweater I’m wearin’, what music have I been findingGirl, you know that I’m a player whenever, that’s what we bonded overYou said you told him the truth and you never liedNow he lookin’ at you with them eyesWe never crossed the line but he got every right to be a lil’ pissed offHe picked you up, y’all got an argument, he got his shit offMy energy like, “Get lost,” your energy just want peaceI couldn’t even tell you his energy ’cause he don’t speakHe ain’t even call you his bi**hUntil he see me make you smile, that ni**a threatenin’ as shitI’m in the wrong, thoughI picked you up, your energy offYour lips really dry, something is offYou ask if I gotta, I ask if you gottaWe trip on our words, nobody is lyin’, hakuna matataWe sat in the car and cried for a hourMy shirt look like a showerhead got it, we called it offI’ll skip the details but that night I seen hellYou was in a room I was payin’ for, I took three LsKnow I didn’t sleep well, woke up and my knees fellThey buckled to the ground, I cannot walk, shit, I need ‘VilNext day I’m drivin’ ’round the city with no destination back-upWater in my eyes kept falling like NiagaraVille right beside me makin’ sure I didn’t crash orDo something heinous ’cause I’m emotionally jabbed upYou checked every box, I thought it was itFelt like I got led on and pushed off a cliffNo, I’m in the wrong, that was a friendNo, f**k that, the energy we had, never again we’ll find itYou in the wrong, gotta remind you ’bout the times that you steppedGotta rewind it—aw, f**kWe talkin’ ’bout our kinks, real cautious with the linksYou don’t do that type of shit when you in relationshipAnd you a hundred with your mate, so don’t go actin’ like no saint‘Cause it’s a two-way street, and shit, you knew what I was onAnd while that ni**a out and gone, shit, you was loungin’ in my homeShit, I even let you meet my mama and y’all got alongBut shit, I take my L, though, it’s not funYou still got your ni**a and still had your funShit, I can’t even look at you and think about bad wordsThat’s why I called and said we couldn’t end this on bad termsWe straight like a bad perm, we’ll always be good friendsAnd laugh about it on a sandy beach while our back burns, huhThis my perspective, this how I feelI ain’t fabricate nothin’, I kept it realI told you I loved you and always willAnd if he ever put his hands on you, promise I get him killed, trueTrue, true, true, yeahOn God, I love that girlfriendI’m a sh—, I’m a bad person, like, I’m in the wrong, I’m a bad personI had no ill intentions, thoughShit, everybody got hurtI got hurt, bruhIt’s a shit situationAll the morals and power you have is vanished when a certain energy is nearin’And those feelings got so much gravity and it’s out of your controlIt made me realize that those don’t know what they doin’ eitherWe’re all just childrenI ain’t mean to f**k nobody’s children, manI thought I was bulletproofShe proved me wrong, manI felt two hundred percent with herIt’s beautifulI was able to feelBut it was, it was bad timingAnd I’m mad private with this side of my life ’cause people are weirdos, andI just try to keep anyone I care about in the shadowsSafe from the commentary and spotlight and thoughts‘Cause it’s just a story for the people outside of itBut I guess you’re just another chapter in a book