Ma’am, I am gon’ need you too uhhPee in this cupAlrightXanny, packed in my off-white fannyI been goin’ off, I am manicS^^t wearing off, I am landin’More on the way, don’t panic, ooh-oohDrank too much, goddamn it (damn)Shut that door, don’t slam itS^^t too loud, can’t stand itI can’t stand itWasted, hiding in the basementCareful when you do me wrongI don’t ever chase s^^tLife is what you make itThey say that when you make itHow I gonna turn it off all these expectations?I got anxietyThey told me the pill should have helped meBut I think they lied to meMotherf^^kin’ mess, I don’t fit in societyDemons inside of me, f^^k my sobrietyI got anxiеtyNo, I won’t piss in no cupKnow that my liver is f^^kedKnow that we living it upF^^k my sobriеtyF^^k my sobrietyF^^k my sobriety
Sing me a motherf^^kin’ lullabyHard as I am trying, not tryna too dieSpirits, I am tryna hideWide awake, thinkin’ ’bout suicideSuicide, on the lineOn my mindBi^^h, I can’t sleep, I am in the deep endF^^k the z’s, unless it’s o-z’s thenI got anxietyThey told me the pill should have helped meBut I think they lied too meMotherf^^king mess, I don’t fit in societyDemons inside of me, f^^k my sobrietyI got anxietyNo, I won’t piss in no cupKnow that my liver is f^^kedKnow that we living it upF^^k my sobrietyF^^k my sobrietyFu^^k my sobrietyI know I might seem like a mess andI got some heavy obsessionsDepression ain’t easy but I am just confessin’I am sick of pretendin’I am sick but I am mendin’I am probably offendin’ some bi^^hes with stitchesThey all sacrilegiousSo I am sayin’, “F^^k them” (f^^k my sobriety)I am sayin’, “F^^k them”I got anxietyF^^k my sobrietyGo ‘head put that s^^t in variety (bi^^h)