Scare Myself Lyrics - Nessa Barrett

Thoughts keep on racing, one by one
I don’t know who they’re running from
Biting my lips until they bleed
Same time I’m living life with me
‘cuz I’m scared that the monsters
That I swear are under my bed
Scared that they might just be all in my head
Scared that I’m dreaming and I’m already dead
And I’m terrified of the shadows that follow me home
Afraid that they’ll get me when I’m all alone
Look in the mirror, I see someone else

Sometimes I even scare myself (oh)
Ain’t it kinda funny how
Nobody can cut me down? Like I can
I drag myself through hell, yeah (oh)
What’s it gonna be today?
Am I gonna ’cause me pain?
I’ll be damned, sometimes I even scare myself

Leave me all alone with the voices
End up in the wrong kind of places
Every day’s a dark situation
Trying not to hoop with the poison
Peep my face ’cause the real me is pointless
No one else, just the real me to pieces
Lose my mind ’cause I don’t wanna keep it

Sometimes I even scare myself (oh)
Ain’t it kinda funny how

Ain’t it kinda funny how
Nobody can cut me down?
Like I can (like I can)
I drag myself through hell, yeah (oh)
What’s it gonna be today?
What’s it gonna be today?
Am I gonna ’cause me pain?
I’ll be damned (I’ll be damned)
Sometimes I even scare myself

‘cuz I’m scared that the monsters
That I swear are under my bed
Scared that they might just be all in my head
Scared that I’m dreaming and I’m already dead

Sometimes I even scare myself (oh)
Ain’t it kinda funny how
Ain’t it kinda funny how
Nobody can cut me down?
Like I can (like I can)
I drag myself through hell, yeah (oh)
What’s it gonna be today?
What’s it gonna be today?
Am I gonna ’cause me pain?
I’ll be damned (I’ll be damned)
Sometimes I even scare myself

Sometimes I even scare myself
Sometimes I even scare myself
Sometimes I even scare myself
Sometimes I even scare myself