@ My Worst Lyrics - Blackbear
2021
About this song
- director: brent campanelli
- creative director: tyler serebreni
- executive producer: garrett brockschmitt
- associate producer: isabelle lesh
- creative producer: jason landis
- production coordinator: nicole taylor
- 1st ad: david gutel
- key pa: emily klein
- pa: luke gargano
- pa: katie dooling
- pa/driver: erik downs
- pa: castro zambian
- covid officer: kelly king
- covid nurse: chrystie harrington
- director of photography: connor ellman
- 1st ac: matthew borek
- 2nd ac: dominic cokely
- gaffer: charles schaefer
- grip: matt marks
- grip: caleb seth czuszak
- best boy: daniel kusnir
- dolly grip: brett kerr
- stylist (cast): tabitha sanchez
- stylist assist: claire carmouche
- blackbear stylist: mitch modes
- blackbear styling assist: jeremy gonzales
- special fx make up artist: faina rudshrteyn
- special fx make up assist: sevile muminzhanova
- makeup/hair (bear): arlen farmer
- art director: wesley goodrich
- editor: anthony miralles
- colorist: kinan chabani
- guitarist: blake straus
- drummer: harry allen
- keys/vocals: kaela sinclaire
- violin: bonnie brooksbank
- cello: emily elkin
Lyrics
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
Playin’ pretend that I’m available emotionally
I’m off a benz, goin’ ’round bends could be the death of me
I’m not ready, I’m not ready
Playin’ pretend that I’m available emotionally
I’m off a benz, goin’ ’round bends could be the death of me
I’m not ready, I’m not ready
Maybe I’m the best mistake you ever made
It sounds so f**king beautiful when you say my name
I’m praying to a god, a god I don’t believe
The more I hide my scars, the easier I bleed
It sounds so f**king beautiful when you say my name
I’m praying to a god, a god I don’t believe
The more I hide my scars, the easier I bleed
But maybe I’m the worst, the worst you еver had
Tell you you’re bеautiful then stab you in the back
You’re prayin’ I’m the one, but maybe I’m a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
Tell you you’re bеautiful then stab you in the back
You’re prayin’ I’m the one, but maybe I’m a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
Don’t try to call
Do not disturb, I do not want to speak
This is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemies
I’m just a fool, stuck in the past, your worst memories
I’m not ready for you to forget me
Do not disturb, I do not want to speak
This is the end, demons are friends, angels are enemies
I’m just a fool, stuck in the past, your worst memories
I’m not ready for you to forget me
I know that I’m the best mistake you ever made
It sounds so f**king beautiful when you say my name
I’m praying to a god, a god I don’t believe
I showed you all my scars that I let nobody see
It sounds so f**king beautiful when you say my name
I’m praying to a god, a god I don’t believe
I showed you all my scars that I let nobody see
But maybe I’m the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you’re beautiful then stab you in the back
You’re prayin’ I’m the one, but maybe I’m a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
Tell you you’re beautiful then stab you in the back
You’re prayin’ I’m the one, but maybe I’m a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
But maybe I’m the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you’re beautiful then stab you in the back
You’re prayin’ I’m the one, but maybe I’m a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
Tell you you’re beautiful then stab you in the back
You’re prayin’ I’m the one, but maybe I’m a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me even though that, that it hurts?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
Could you love me, could you love me?
Could you love me at my worst?
But maybe I’m the worst, the worst you ever had
Tell you you’re beautiful then stab you in the back
You’re prayin’ I’m the one, but maybe I’m a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me
Tell you you’re beautiful then stab you in the back
You’re prayin’ I’m the one, but maybe I’m a curse
The more you try to fix me, the more you make it worse
Could you love me at my worst?
This is the end, this is the end, this is the end of me