Mutual Fear Lyrics - Eidola | Jon Mess

It’s a mutual fear
That keeps me stuck to you
It’s a mutual tightrope walking
Fluid dance
My consequence for lying and deceiving
Every night I die to be reborn
I’d give my life right back to god
If I could save you from the way
That I destroy everything beautiful to me

Everything I do
I do it for you
I do it for you

Fear will eat you alive, eat you alive
Every lie will leave you hollow
From the inside out
When you’re ready to die, ready to die
Realize that all your sin
Becomes a tidal wave

Bow to the truth
Oh, you try to bow
Contorting (titillating)
Decapitating (..)
Road just for horses
To feel I can wean
No, it’s not a way to do
Bow to the truth
The dance of my fractals

(..)

No I won’t watch you take
Everything I’ve ever done
And shove it in my face
We’ve made our mistakes
Learn how to live with them
And move on

I was a light, I was a compass
Now all that’s left
Is carrying numbness
I was complete, I had a purpose
When I was young
I came undone

Fear will eat you alive, eat you alive
Every lie will leave you hollow
From the inside out
When you’re ready to die, ready to die
Realize that all your sin
Becomes a tidal wave

Remind me of the weight
I carry with me always
And I made it so close
To pretend that I’m not
Everything you wish you could be
And I made it so close
To pretend that I’m not
Everything you wish you could be