Baby, you didn’t think that I’d be clueless?‘Cause I don’t know who you think you foolingI don’t think you’re fooling meIf this is real love‘Cause I’m trying, but I can’t lieDon’t never think of fooling meI’m losing my cool (Losing my cool)I’m losing my coolYeah, yeah‘Cause I’m trying, but I can’t lieTurn it up a little bitI’m losing my coolI’m losing my coolLife of a younginTryna to balance my pain but can’t end my struggleI was already deep off in my thoughts and feelin’ funnyI don’t know why the ones I love the mostjust can’t keep it a hundredI never thought I’d get this farI used to doubt myselfGod dealt me his handI used to out myselfBreaking in houses when I was youngerI was wild myselfThey threw me in at fourteenI went and found myselfIn my cell writin’ raps off and thinkin’ bout DejaBefore she died I told her my dreams and my aspirationsI used to cry just thinkin’ bout all the sh*t she was facingI know she’s smilin’ lookin’ down cause I finally made itI love my little brotherHe feel like big brother be trippin’That sh*t just makes me so damn madNo he don’t f**kin’ listenAnd my big brother really giftedBut he really trippin’He tell me him and his addiction ain’t none of my businessF**k his brain he rockstar livinYeah he thinks he was ???But we way differentEither we
And if you’re right or wrong forever we’ll chillIt’s safe to say I changed the gameI made it out the trenchesLater I will come to find I was just the beginningI still gotta cross all these oceans and mountains and riversLife of a rapper got me on the edgeI keep my pistolGotta watch my backCuz I don’t trust these hoes or trust these ni**asTell meWho can you trust when people so deceivingDon’t want no love cuz gon’ leave and come backwhen she need meShe lookin dead in my eyeLyin’ like a demonHow you slap the hand that offends yaBite the hand that feeds yaI don’t get it neitherI don’t get it neitherMy family don’t see ???They see Rod ???So mentally and physicallyI stay far awayListen, II regret saying I want ’em dead for switching sidesThat night he died, I couldn’t cry although I tried, uhI can’t lie, yeahI’m losing, losing my coolI lose my cool sometimesyeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeahI lose my cool, I loose my cool sometimes, yeahCrazy life for the younginTryna battle my pain became my struggleThey don’t ask me how I be feeling, just asking for moneyWonder why all the people I love can’t keep it one hundred, yeahI don’t want you to ever think you foolingDon’t ever think you fooling meNeed real love, mm-mm-mmYeah, yeahI lose my cool, I lose my cool sometimes