I think I’m an angel, but I am cursedRiding so painful, ghost-whipping the hearseMy secrets are shameful, my secrets are faithfulMy life is no fable, I’m an archangelFiends and I’m filling ’em drugs and I’m dealing ’em, pack the shit upThe orders, I’m filling ’em, load the clip up‘Cause I stay drilling ’em, what did you say?Slow down, son, you’re killing ’emWhat do you do? They look up to youA porcelain doll, an idol, a toolYou dropped outta school, you’re burning up fuelAn angel of death, the face of a ghoulI ain’t your idol, kid, I’m just a gangsterI cannot save you, son, I ain’t no saviorI ain’t your idol, kid, and I’m full of hatredI cannot save you now, I ain’t no saviorI ain’t your idol, kidI ain’t your idol, kidNo, I ain’t your idol, kid, your idolNo, I ain’t your idol, kid, your idolI’m gonna be killing ’em without any airplay‘Cause I dare say everything not their wayf**k politically correct and the scared wayThey don’t want this angel demon bringing muerteNot imagining me dumping a magazineThought that you had a dream, but really have a kingBut this one is splattering, batteringOn a mission traveling, protected by MazikeenI’m talking extremities with enemies, obscenities to you, I’m exactly what a rival isIf you’re not finna be my synergy infinitely, I’m then wishing you suicidal shit
I’m homicidal, bitch, and I puff a lot of medijuana, but I run up on ’em, and it got a vital kickIf you’re not up on the damage the Bible did, I ain’t your idol, kidI ain’t your idol, kid, I’m just a gangsterI cannot save you, son, I ain’t no saviorI ain’t your idol, kid, and I’m full of hatredI cannot save you now, I ain’t no saviorI ain’t your idol, kidLooking at me, well, what do you see?The vision of something that you’ll never beThe kingdom will come, they’ll come for the kingWhat do you want? What do you need?I’m an addict with a habitI’ll blow your f**king head offGoddammit, can’t stand itThe look on your face, the desperationI cannot take it, I feel it againThe needles are pushing up under my skinI cannot speak, but the voices withinThat evil is good and the virtue of sinWho are you? What do you need?Are you sure you wanna be like me?Gotta pay up, nothing is freeA deal with the devil, a deal with meI ain’t your idol, kidI ain’t your idol, kidI ain’t your idol, kidI ain’t your idol, kidNo, I ain’t your idol, kid, your idolNo, I ain’t your idol, kid, your idolNo, I ain’t your idol, kidI cannot save you, son