Acceptance Speech Lyrics - Epik High | B.I

내게 거리감 느꼈다면 넘지 마
상처받은 만큼 선을 그은 거니까
난 더 이상 속지 않아
미소 뒤에 숨겨놓은 칼날에
피투성이 되어버린 나니까
수도 없이 봤지
앞과 뒤가 다른 모습
가족 같은 이들이
남이 되어 가는 것을
결국 내 값어치에 따라
지들 멋대로 샀던 마음을 상처로 되팔아
준 적 없는 권리 내세우며
당연하듯 요구하는 자신들의 편의
백번 이해해도 결국 단 한 번 거절이
손가락질받으니
어쩔 수 없이 벽을 쌓는 거지
갈수록 차가워지는 내 마음보다 아픈 건
하나둘 떠나고
눈앞에 사라지는데
아무렇지도 않아
차라리 속 편해
이게 진짜 내 모습이었나 봐

먹구름도 구름이었지
생각해보니
날 닮은 것 같아
쓴웃음도 웃음인 거지
웃을 일 없는 세상을 사니까
I did it for you

내 말이 들린다면
고개를 끄덕여 줘
허공에 뱉어대는
혼잣말도 지치니까
내게 손가락질 대신
손을 흔들어줘
걸음을 멈추기에는
갈 길이 바쁘니까

나도 내가 걱정돼
아침마다 거울 앞에 서서
힘겹게 짓는 이 가면 같은 포커페이스
17년째 이 바닥 생활하다
잠시 들춰보니
원래 얼굴이 더 낯설어 못 벗겨내
다들 겁을 내
감정 없는 나를
이런 나를 만든 가해자가 바로 너넨데
단물 빨아먹고 날 버린 거머리들
내 모든 샘에
빨대 꽂은 놈들이 내가 피도 눈물도 없대
Damn’ right
다들 꽁꽁 싸맨 apathy
It’s a cold world
나만 벌거벗고 산 거지
Now I can be anything I wanna be
What doesn’t kill me
can only make me bleed
거울에 입김을 불며
뿌연 내 얼굴을 보며
깨달은 게 있어
Maybe God and the Devil
이 둘은 적이 아닌
그저 한 존재의 이중인격

먹구름도 구름이었지
생각해보니
날 닮은 것 같아
쓴웃음도 웃음인 거지
웃을 일 없는 세상을 사니까
I did it for you

내 말이 들린다면
고개를 끄덕여 줘
허공에 뱉어대는
혼잣말도 지치니까
내게 손가락질 대신
손을 흔들어줘
걸음을 멈추기에는
갈 길이 바쁘니까

I’m comin’ home
도와줄 거 아니면 let me go
두 손을 하늘 위로 내밀어
The show goes on and on and on

I’m comin’ home
도와줄 거 아니면 let me go
두 손을 하늘 위로 내밀어
The show goes on and on and on

naege georigam neukkyeossdamyeon neomji ma
sangcheobadeun mankeum seoneul geueun geonikka
nan deo isang sokji anha
miso dwie sumgyeonoheun kalnare
pituseongi doeeobeorin nanikka
sudo eopsi bwassji
apgwa dwiga dareun moseup
gajok gateun ideuri
nami doeeo ganeun geoseul
gyeolguk nae gapseochie ttara
jideul meosdaero sassdeon maeumeul sangcheoro doepara
jun jeok eopsneun gwonri naeseumyeo
dangyeonhadeut yoguhaneun jasindeurui pyeonui
baekbeon ihaehaedo gyeolguk dan han beon geojeori
songarakjilbadeuni
eojjeol su eopsi byeogeul ssahneun geoji
galsurok chagawojineun nae maeumboda apeun geon
hanadul tteonago
nunape sarajineunde
amureohjido anha
charari sok pyeonhae
ige jinjja nae moseubieossna bwa

meokgureumdo gureumieossji
saenggakhaeboni
nal talmeun geot gata
sseunuseumdo useumin geoji
useul il eopsneun sesangeul sanikka
I did it for you

nae mari deullindamyeon
gogaereul kkeudeogyeo jwo
heogonge baeteodaeneun
honjasmaldo jichinikka
naege songarakjil daesin
soneul heundeureojwo
georeumeul meomchugieneun
gal giri bappeunikka

nado naega geokjeongdwae
achimmada geoul ape seoseo

himgyeopge jisneun i gamyeon gateun pokeopeiseu
17nyeonjjae i badak saenghwalhada
jamsi deulchwoboni
wonrae eolguri deo naccseoreo mot beosgyeonae
dadeul geobeul nae
gamjeong eopsneun nareul
ireon nareul mandeun gahaejaga baro neonende
danmul pparameokgo nal beorin geomeorideul
nae modeun saeme
ppaldae kkojeun nomdeuri naega pido nunmuldo eopsdae
damn’ right
dadeul kkongkkong ssamaen apathy
It’s a cold world
naman beolgeobeosgo san geoji
Now I can be anything I wanna be
What doesn’t kill me
can only make me bleed
geoure ipgimeul bulmyeo
ppuyeon nae eolgureul bomyeo
kkaedareun ge isseo
Maybe God and the Devil
i dureun jeogi anin
geujeo han jonjaeui ijungingyeok

meokgureumdo gureumieossji
saenggakhaeboni
nal talmeun geot gata
sseunuseumdo useumin geoji
useul il eopsneun sesangeul sanikka
I did it for you

nae mari deullindamyeon
gogaereul kkeudeogyeo jwo
heogonge baeteodaeneun
honjasmaldo jichinikka
naege songarakjil daesin
soneul heundeureojwo
georeumeul meomchugieneun
gal giri bappeunikka

I’m comin’ home
dowajul geo animyeon let me go
du soneul haneul wiro naemireo
The show goes on and on and on

I’m comin’ home
dowajul geo animyeon let me go
du soneul haneul wiro naemireo
The show goes on and on and on

If you feel the distance between us, don’t cross it
I drew a line as much as I got hurt
I won’t be fooled anymore
From the knife hidden behind the smile
I got bloody
I saw countless times
People who are different in front and behind you
People who were like your family
Slowly become strangers
In the end, depending on my worth
They resell the heart that they bought in scar
Putting out the rights that I didn’t give them
They demand for their convenience as if it’s their rights
I accept it a hundred times, but in the end, the one decline
Gets pointed at
I have no choice but to build a wall
What hurts more than my heart that’s growing colder
People leave one by one
And disappear from my eyes
But it doesn’t affect me at all
I rather feel relief
Guess this is my true colour

Dark clouds are also clouds
If you think about it
They resemble me
Bitter laughter is also considered laughter
Because we live in a world that doesn’t naturally have laughing
I did it for you

If you can hear me
Please nod
I’m getting tired of the words I talk to myself in the air
Instead of pointing fingers at me
Please wave your hands
I have a long way to go for me to stop my feet

I’m worried about myself too
Standing in front of the mirror every morning
I put on this mask-like poker face with much effort
Been in this field for 17 years
And when I lift up the mask slightly
The real face is more unfamiliar, I can’t take it off
Everyone is afraid of the emotionless me
You are the culprits who made me like this
The leeches that sucked all the sweet stuff and threw me away
Those who struck the straws into my every pond say that I have no blood nor tears
Damn’ right
Everyone’s wrapped in apathy
It’s a cold world
Only I’m naked
Now I can be anything I wanna be
What doesn’t kill me can only make me bleed
Blowing air on the mirror
Looking at my blurry face
I realized something
Maybe God and the Devil
They are not enemies
But dual personality of one entity

Dark clouds are also clouds
If you think about it
They resemble me
Bitter laughter is also considered laughter
Because we live in a world that doesn’t naturally have laughing
I did it for you

If you can hear me
Please nod
I’m getting tired of the words I talk to myself in the air
Instead of pointing fingers at me
Please wave your hands
I have a long way to go for me to stop my feet

I’m coming home
If you won’t help me, let me go
Reach your two hands out to the sky
The show goes on and on and on

I’m coming home
If you won’t help me, let me go
Reach your two hands out to the sky
The show goes on and on and on