I want it to be, like, messyI’m so insecure, I thinkThat I’ll die before I drinkAnd I’m so caught up in the newsOf who likes me and who hates youAnd I’m so tired that I mightQuit my job, start a new lifeAnd they’d all be so disappointed’cause who am I if not exploited?And I’m so sick of seventeenWhere’s my f**king teenage dream?If someone tells me one more time“Enjoy your youth,” I’m gonna cryAnd I don’t stick up for myselfI’m anxious, and nothing can helpAnd I wish I’d done this beforeAnd I wish people liked me moreAll I did was try my bestThis the kinda thanks I get?Unrelentlessly upsetThey say these are the golden yearsBut I wish I could disappearEgo crush is so severe
God, it’s brutal out hereI feel like no one wants meAnd I hate the way I’m perceivedI only have two real friendsAnd lately, I’m a nervous wreck’cause I love people I don’t likeAnd I hate every song I writeAnd I’m not cool, and I’m not smartAnd I can’t even parallel parkAll I did was try my bestThis the kinda thanks I get?Unrelentlessly upsetThey say these are the golden yearsBut I wish I could disappearEgo crush is so severeGod, it’s brutal out hereYeahJust havin’ a really good timeGot a broken ego, broken heartYeah, it’s brutal out hereYeah, it’s brutal out hereAnd god, I don’t even know where to start